Stress are piling me up as days goes by! Argg! now i really understand why people say we should treasure the time we had during Secondary 3. Our close bonds, our laughter, Friendship ties with our classmate etc. Once ur in sec4, you can jolly well say Goodbye to ur marvellous slacking skill and work heard for the upcoming O level. Till now, I have not done much revision and i'm seriously sure that my prelimary result would not reach up to my expectation. Shall work hard from now. ( except today. Seriously tired)

All the way NanKai!

Signing off,

Dear Readers,

Please do not blame me for being a pessimist again. i totally understand that my bad habit should change if not it will jolly affect my rest of the subjects. BUT i juz can't. Once again, i screw up my Oral examination. u guys might be thinking how come i say my chinese oral i did badly and yet i manage to clinched an As for my overall result. Just to clear ur doubts, what i mean was that depite knowing that i had done badly for my chinese, at least i knew that i could pass. It only a matter of whether i could ace it or not. For English, its a matter of passing or failing. i understand the fact that oral was the only section that can pull my overall result to a C or hopefully a B. Since now,i had did exceptionally Bad, i knew my hope for passing would be very slim. Hais, why must the aeroplane flew past at this period of time when i'm trying to convey my opinion. The frustrating part was that its not only 1 aeroplane that flew by, it more than 5. I shall really stop nagging about it and look forward. Dampen my mood...

When the going get tough, i must be tough to get going! Hope everything will go just fine. Give me a splendid results please! i really need it.

Signing off

disillusion

Should I be contented or not?

Just received back my O level Mother tongue result and I managed to achieve an A2 for it. Before the result was published, Our principal announced candidates who manage to acquire an A1. i was really down when my name wasn't been announced. At the instant, i told myself, " Hais, A B3" i believed that an A2 would not be possible for me because of my oral examination. This past experience had really pull my morale down for the remaining class test. But when it my turn to receive the result from Miss lee. i was stun when she told me that my result was A2. i stood rooted to the ground and for that particular 20seconds, i felt that the world had stopped revolving. What really surprises me was my Oral! I manage to seize a distinction. As a saying goes " Men are greedy" i felt that i could do better than wad I've achieve. it really depressing to see that most of my classmate manage to achieve an A1, but I'm not. Here am i, trap in a decisions. i am unsure whether i should be contented with my result or not. I understand that an A2 would be good to lots of people who have a B3 and above. but it still far from my target. Troubled.... guess i shan't think about it anymore and focus on my upcoming O level English oral. That the 1 that I'm really afraid of!

Congrats to all who achieve their target and of course to those who had gotten a Distinction. As for those who had fail, pls dun think about it and work hard for the next paper. I am sure that u all would be able to do far better than me! let work hard together!

Have faith in yourself.

Best wishes!

lesson goes on as per normal today. during PE lesson, we was asked to run 2.4km. *finally.... after all these week. at last can run and get over with it quick.* Mr lim say if we achieve a C grade, we would not have to re-run for next week PE lesson and would be granted with free period. i took fauzi as my pace on target and managed to complete the race before 12min 40sec. i dun have to run for next week! Horray.

Bad news.... when i came back home. My mum told me she was not able to postpone my dental appointment to next week. i have to stick with my 5pm appointment tmr. Its too rush for me cause lesson ended at 4.30 tmr. Furthermore, there will be an Amath test tmr and i can't guarantee the paper will end at 4.30 sharp. No choice but to hail cab tmr.

Shall stop here.
Troubled....

lesson was fine. the only problem face was emath and amath. i am pretty sure im not yet ready for emath. failed trigonometry by 2 marks. As for Amath, i am seriously sure i can't scored well for non-routine type of question. After school,thought of revising but eventually play basketball with Siwei, Fauzi and James. now im back slacking. thought of revising amath and emath tmr. Anyone interested.? Do tell me hor xD

lazy to blog. so shall stop here xD

Just read Xueyi blog and realise that she hope that i will tag this. So here goes!

1. Who taqq you with this?
Xueyi

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
Brother and sister. Though we are not related=]

3. Your 5 impression of him/her is?
Friendly, sociable, Helpful, humourous, Joyful.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you is?
Hmm.. Cheering me up when i'm down. Buying birthday gifts for me too. Hahas=]

5. The most memorable thing he/she had say to you is?
"You can do it!" It really motivate me.

6. If he/she has something that needs to be improve on, what will it be?
Hmm? Perhaps nothing.

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
Trust me,it won't happen.

8. What will the reason be, if he/she becomes your enemy?
Erm, when i say bad things about her?

9. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Get her a birthday present. But, i'm totally clueless wad to get for her.

10. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
I don't this will happen cause we are siblings xD

11. Overall impression of him/her is?
Caring sister. Able to consult to her when i'm down

12. What do people around you thinks about you?
Joker? Sry, aren't sure about it.

13. What are the characters you love about yourself?
Erm, i don't know. Maybe helpful?

14. What about the characters you hate about yourself?
Being a pessimist and totally no confidence at all.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Erm. I just want to be myself.

16. People you care for are? (the choice is yours if you want to answer anot)
Everyone! :)

17. For people who cares for you, anything you want to say to them?
Thx!You all really made my day goes well.

18. Pass this to 10people that you want to know how they feel about you :
1)Cailing
2)Cindy
3)Xueyi
4)Stanley
5)Belle
6)Andy
7)Darren
8)Jianzhong
9)Junwei
10)Fionn
19. Who is no.6(Andy) having relationship with?
Nobody? :X

20. Is no.9(Junwei) a male/female?
Male.

21. If no. 7(Darren) & 10(Fionn) are together, do you think it will be good?
They can't be together.

22. What is no.2(Cindy) studying about?
Everything same as mine except for elective and bio.

23. When is that last time you chatted with no.1(Cailing)?
one hour 30 minutes ago.

24. Does no.3(Xueyi) have any siblings?
Ya. me =]

25. Will you woo no.5(Belle)?
She my er-sao. How to woo.?

26. What about no.8(Jianzhong)?
Im not gay.

27. Is no.10(Fionn) single?
Not sure.

28. Use 1word to describe no.4(Stanley)
Confident

29. What’s the surname of no.1(Cailing)?
Bey

30. What’s the hobby of no.5(Belle)?
Running. :)

Guess i should go rest lerh. A but sick now. Btw Chemistry SPA was easy but made a lot of careless mistake. Wun do well lerh :(