My immune system is getting weaker and weaker as day goes on.Probably the workload was was the main factor. Burden on me. If only i could relax and distress myself a bit. I was feeling nauseatic during lesson and it gave me the tendency of puking. The feeling was bad. Who doesn't noe after u puke, u'll feel much better.? of course i knew but it juz doesn't come out as and when i like. hais.

O.o btw juz to update on my predicted result for my l1r5. i got 16 for l1r5 and 14 for l1r4. Actually it seemed way to low for me. i was hoping to achieved maybe a 12 for L1r5. Guess my capabilities for scoring such a brilliant result would be impossible. But i 'll try. I've gotten back my chemistry result and was seriously upset about it. My result did dampened my mood for the day. i will work hard for my upcoming test. Hope to scored well next time.

Feeling sick now. Might be consulting a doctor ltr.

Frustrated!

If only i could relax myself. i think it might help a lot. i have been trying to crack my brain for the past 3 hours and yet nothing juz come out of my mind. I have to understand that during the examination, Time is a limiting factor that i have to considered. i cun possibly freeze the time and allow me to have more time to plan. Time wait for no man. But i seriously cun think of any idea. No inspiration at all =.=

Tmr is the day, i believe mdn would be going through our paper wif us. i juz cun stop thinking about my reaction when i recieved such a low grade for my Chemistry. Im not trying to be pessimistic, im juz annoyed with myself that y all the question are so easy and yet im so careless and i wasted 10 marks for the test . Hais. I beleive because of this mindset i cun continued with my chinese composition.

Pissed.

观赏到一个善良与美妙的情景。

Today, i observe a warmly act conducted by a stranger. On the way home, the bus was filled with passengers. a young lady started boarding the bus and she uses her coins to pay for her bus fare. Due to her age, i believe the bus driver requested her to pay for an adult fee. She didn't have enough small change and a young gentleman step forward and passes her a few of his coins. I was shocked at the incident. The gentleman had no close relationship with this lady. They were just plainly a passenger awaiting for their stop to arrive.

I admit that a small kind of act can really make a day goes well. i believe the lady was filled with gratitude toward the young gentleman. After observing the incident, i have change my perspective that any kind act does not need to be repay.

No longer disillusioned.

If only i am more careful.. If only i do not make silly mistake. If only i trusted my decision. All those mistake could been avoided. How i wish time could juz go back and fourth as and when i like. The result that i achieved might not upset her. Listening and paying attention during her lesson was far more important than the result that i have achieved. I jus hope that my result would not make her upset. I promised i will be more careful next time and will strive for a better result. i really hope i might get some method marks for the test and eventually get a B3.

Upset with my chemistry result. Hais =[

Wish list: hope my chemistry teacher wouldn't be shocked when she mark my paper....

nth much happened today. the day started off with PE lesson and my new shoe was instantly wet and muddy during the lesson. i must say the field was muddy enough. shouldn't have wear new shoes to school today. Hais.

during chemistry lesson, Mrs thio inform us that our SPA assessment is round the corner. i hope to score well this time ..

i think i better stop blogging now. gona crack my brain on one of the question which i'm still blurred at.

Wish List: hope for the very best. I jus hope everything goes fine pls.

Today was a special event for me. My mum actually cooked westernised food for us to consume. we had Cajun chicken, mash potatoes, salad, chicken chowder for dinner. Although the meal seemed simple, i'm already very contended. Hope to eat more of this marvellous meal from now on.

Thx mum!

Here to say something before i sign off. Hope all of my frens had a wonderful time during this March Holiday although i understand there wasn't any days for us to relax. Let work hard together. Gambateh!

best wishes!

Structured Remedial is finally over. Mmn... i shall say it at least kills my time but thinking of waking up very early eeks me. Lots of Holiday assignment i have yet to complete. i doesn't know whether i could complete it on time. Hope so bah. I like thursday the most. Although there school on that day, but i get to go to Science Centre and learnt some interesting fact and Information about DNA. We took some wonderful picture during the lecture. Miss Goh actually did the experiment with us.Cool huh! Bad News is that, there quite a lot of my stupid looking picture being captured by Miss Goh. =[

After all those lecture, we browse around science centre and try out our force at one of the machine. i hit 220N while chuen Liang hit 240+. Crazy sia.. He had monstrous strength. hahas.

After that, me,darren and fauzi walk all the way from Science centre to IMM to eat. Actually, we decided to dine in at Pastamania but sad to say, IMM doesn't have that store. They actually want me blanja them 1 but to bad... eventually, we ate At Bogus and slack there until my parent fetch me to Chua chu kang.

The 1st day of march holiday and i need to wake up very early to get ready to go to school for our structured remedial lesson. lesson goes on with Amath. we gotten back our result and i scored 22/35 . frankly speaking, i was annoyed with my result as i seriously know how to do for the test. After going through all the paper i realised that my rate of change concept is not strong enough. Going to buck up from now. After Amath lesson, we went down to for our chinese lesson, our chinese teacher briefly go through with us the Shu yu and cheng yu. After going through, we had a test and the test was actually very tough for me because i doesnt really understand the meaning of the words well enough. i skipped recess and prepared myself for social studies lesson. Lesson carried out as per normal. we learnt how to answer siourced basd question well. time flies when we're focus. 1hours has gone and it time for our english lesson. Miss Lee go through with us the marks allocation for our free writing section. my marks was under the E grade and i seriously need to buck up now. if not.... Hais.

As for our chemistry lesson, We do chemistry practical and our group was the least to finish because of some error in our reaction. After that , went out with Darren and Siwei go jurong point for our lunch. We ate pepper lunch and guess wad.. we met liyin's parent, cailing and her pal there. they both were dinning at Pepper lunch. guess Pepper Lunch was a popular dinning places for teens.. Went home straight after that and here am i doing nothing but juz blogging.

Guess i shall stop now.

Wishlist: Hope Wednesday's biology SPA would be easy for me and everything will goes juz fine. Pls...

waking up very early and started my day by switching on my computer. i started staring blankly at my computer screen because i had to wait for my messenger update to be complete. after that, played 3 game with Daniel and went out with my mum to help her buy some ingredients for tonight dinner. After all those hard, manual and tedious job, i met up with Siwei, Daniel, Junwei, Wei Meng and Dickson at Jurong Point library to do our Amath holiday assignment. After doing our work we went back home and here am i blogging on today event.

Guess i had to go now. my dad need to use lerh.
Bb=]

Best wishes.

Wishlist: Hope everything jus went fine. Pls...

After school, i realised that there was no NCC for the part D, so i went back home with zimin and zhikai. Crap our way on our way home and saw Fauzi, Eric and Gina marshaling with the future student leader around the district. Say hiie to them and realised that their group name was Starbucks such a creative name i might say. Brilliant and amazed with it. hope they will have a fun camp this year.=] O.o btw saw Miss Goh at Kenny cafe and she went up to me asking me y i dunno what is photosynthesis. Gosh! i admit that i didn't thought that chemistry would link a bit with biology, and the question Mrs Thio asked me was so instance, i got not much time to think...
cun blame any1 cause i seriously dunno that time. Miss Goh asked me prepare well for my biology SPA. From her tone, i can predict that the SPA would be extremely tough! i really do not hope to flunked my SPA as i intend to score a good result for my "o" level biology this year. Pls!!!!!!!!

Hais gotten back my result but wasn't quite happy with it. My english and Combine humanities result had dropped a lot. amath test, i must say it tough and i really hope to scored well this time but i understand that the probability is very low. i got quite a lot of quiestion having the wrong answer. i juz hoped that mdn would give me method marks so that i would pass for this test. Pls!

CME lesson was fun, we get to have the time to access to the computer and check on what occupation ur interested in. we started checking on jobs that we will think the salary was high and i found out that fund management has a huge sum of money earn per annual. doctor would even earn lesser compared to that job. I'm totally surprised at it.

after school, rushes off with Darren, Siwei to jurong point for lunch as i didnt ate during recess time. we ate the kopitiam, i ordered fried while siwei order curry chicken rice and darren order korean food. I "koup" some of the gravy from siwei as my food was kind of dry. after eating finish, i order japanese puff from the extreme left store. the chocolate was hot and it taste brilliant. went window shopping after eating and went back home after that.

Boredom kills. hais i juz really hope that the upcoming SPA pratical assesment would be easy or rather manageable for me. i do not wished to feel depressed when i get back my "o" level result at the end of the year. pls!

Bye =[

Tired! i'm currently feeling very lethargic and exhausted after a day of longs hours in school. Gotten back my Emath result and i'm simply upset with it. i've gotten a result that was way low my expectation. this was not the reason y i'm upset about. Due to my carelessness, i seriously lost 6marks from the test. Hais. If my carelessness still persist until the day when 'o' level arrived, i am seriously in deep trouble.

After school,went out with Darren and siwei to jurong point after we have eaten our lunch at Kenny Cafe. I went to popular bookstore first as i had to purchase my history workbook for tmr lesson. In the end, we went there for nothing as the salesman say that the books is currently out of stock. We went to mac-Cafe and intend to start our revision for Amath. But!!... we realised that we didn't bring along our Amath textbook and there was nothing for us to read..

We decided to go to gekpoh Mac and do our revision because it more convenient for Darren to take his Amath txtbook and TYS over. After longs hours of revision, i found out that my tangent and normal basic was not there. Almost all the question i have try to attempt, only 10% of it .. i know how to do. gosh!

i think i better start my revision again.. If not tmr result would be another disappointment for me. i sincerely hope that i would not flunked tmr test! best wishes

Our class had become more bonded together and unite after today Pushball training. Due to yesterday stormy rain. Our school field was extremely wet. One step on the ground and u can feel your shoes stated sinking right into the mud! Omigosh! Our first game of pushball was to play against with the Secondary 5A guys. they were strong and we were easily being defeated with a scored of 1-0. they really can push! Next game, we play against secondary 4G. the game was tough too but luckily few of the secondary 5 helped us during the game and eventually we managed to draw with sec 4G. Mr Ong and Mr Chua was amazed at our performance today.

During biolgy lesson, we have lots of fun as usual. Miss Goh started showing her family photo to us. She really has the looks of her mum. Family resemblance! hahas. Remind me of the show "Remember the Titans". After showing her family photo, we request or rather persuaded her to show us her boyfriend photo. Everyone of us started laughing at the photo once we see it.

Followed by all the usual lesson until it time for English whereby we took a vocabulary test. The test was tough because i didn't read the passage from the Reader Digest. I only read throught the vocabulary list. Therefore, i made a lot of mistake from the test. I hope to pass this test. Shall not say i will fail because i hope to build up my confidence right at this moment. I will PASS de. hahas

After school, went out with darren and siwei to Jurong Point to slack before coming back home and carry on with my revision. I managed to control myself for not eating with Siwei finally! Hahas.

This coming Thursday will be our Amath test. I hope by tmr, Darren and Siwei will have the time to accompany me to Jurong Point to do revision with me. Guess i shall stop here.

Wish List: Hope to pass this English vocabulary and this term English Result! Pls...

Joke off the Day! Today lesson was simply 1 word to describe! Marvelous! Our lesson for the day goes on with PE lesson. Our new PE teacher was Mr Ong. He has the looked of Mr Chris, Mr Michael Chua and Swee Yan. when Siwei tell me this, i simply cun believe my eyes too. He really does have the looks of Mr Chris. Do they have family resemblance or am i missing Mr Chris too much? l0l. this question make me pondered till now. Our PE lesson was interesting except the part when i fell down. We learn soccer and we started kicking around. As it was our 1st lesson, Mr Ong teaches us the basic of passing the ball by playing through the game of Monkey. I'm sure looking forward to my next PE lesson where we could start shooting our balls toward the goal pole. It seemed like we finally have achieve a golden goal after our fours years in westwood. O level splendid result! Hahas.

Our biology was a frightening period for me. Miss Goh has confirm the date for our SPA practical assessment. It juz a week ahead and i'm simply not well prepared yet. Hais. we also realised our Wednesday biology lesson would be held by our principal. Miss goh say she heard from class 3I that her teaching was clear and easily understandable. Hope i feel the same way too! =] Jokes started to arouse after Darren say something about the biology lesson. i shall not talk about it anyway. who knows wad will happen to me if i leaked it out? =]

Normal lesson carried on as per normal after that. The interesting part of the day is when we were having our lunch break and Darren was showing his tricks to Chuen Liang. I knew a bit off the tricks too and i show chuen liang how to do it. Funny things happen after that and we were laughing like crazy. Hahas. I dunno how to explained in words=[

After school, i joke with Xiuzhen because she started saying siwei has seriously grown taller. i told her that during secondary 1 cca time, when our senior ask us to line form tallest to shortest, siwei would always be the 1 right in front. Penelope heard my jokes and she stated laughing. her laughter can really spread... i cun control my laughter and my face turn as read as a rose!!! My face instantly feel hot as tough blood was gushing out of my forehead. Siwei heard my jokes and started giving me the annoying looks. After that, we stop all those jokes and head off to KfC with Darren and siwei.

Siwei took out 10$ notes and asked me helped him buy Shroom burger meal. Lt8, Darren passed him a 3.30cent and so i used the 10$ to buy 3 set of shrrom burger meal as Siwei recently borrow 5 buck form me. i came back with a change of 10cent and we started complaining about the expenses we spent while doing revision at Jp. after eating we saw irene and shujun and we went window shopping for around 10min before heading back home ..

I think i shall stop now. gtg bb

Wish list: Motivated to study and hope that my upcoming SPA practical assessment would not flunked.

Finally today i had a good, relaxant and long hours of sleep. i woke at 10.45am and went out with my parent to IMM for have our breakfast. We managed to reach IMM before 11am, therefore i can eat my Long John Silver's breakfast meal. i ordered 1 set of texas sandwhich, sausage sandwhich and later after 11am, i re-order samlon grilled entree. We ate to our stomach content and went to Giant to buy some ingredient for our Dinner. After shopping , we went to market to buy Chicken rice for my sister and guess wad. Before we reach home, my sis had already ended her cca and she went to my neightbour house to borrow the phone just to contact us. Reason is because she nv bring her keys along with her today. L0l...

We rushed back home and after doing all the chores, i online and started slacking until 4pm. After 4pm, i went to cindy's house to pass her something and then i went back home and started emoing... I managed to finish up almost all my hw and now im left with chinese which i have yet to complete. I have decide to do it tmr and now it shall be my itme to slack and relax for the days.

Lastly .. here am i posting my blog. Gtg ler bb.
Best wishes.

Wist list: Hope that the upcoming March holiday would give me a 2 days off from school as my parent decided to bring us along to Malaysia to have some fun.

The most significant event that happened today was during NCC training. i was being appointed to guide my junior for drill training. With siwei and terence help, we managed to improve their drills. btw we had lots of fun by crapping and joking around. U guy are so fantastic.. Hope to take u in charge for the upcoming ncc training. After all the drills and jokes, i was simply too tired. All i wan to do right now was to lie stil on my sofa and relax myself for the day. =]

Nowadays. i dunnoe where my energy has been drained too. sewage pipe? It seemed like im getting more and more weaker and tired. Hais. guess is because of lack of sleep for this past few days. Gona catch more hours of sleep today since tmr is a weekend.

i'll guess i shall stop blogging now.

Nothing really much happened today. as usual woke up early and no more late day for me. I miss my secondary 3 life because of a few reason. carefree and can get up to school late on Thursday which is today! Hais.... i woke up early today and went to school early in the morning for my extra remedial but as for today, we took a test on probability.. i found out that the test was actually manageable but my answer i got all are very weird. never mind, i'll looked at the bright side and hope that i would did well for this test. After the test, siwei told me that the possibility diagram i answered were entirely incorrect as the question i have to take in account that the number were without replacement. I have lost 5marks or more for that juz careless mistake. i also found out that the last question i did another mistake but it worth nth compared to the mistake i haven made for the possibility diagram.

I will really strive hard for my next upcoming test and will now really move to a more optimistic perspective.! Jiayou =] O.o BTW, tian luck, i dun think u should be the way i am last time... pessimistic won't do u good .

Wish list: Hope that all my upcoming test would be a manageable test for me=]

Well.... i guess today wasn't that bad after all. I have gotten back my Biology and Social Studies common test result. Hip hip Hooray! i didn't failed my social Studies. Phew. I managed to achieved a 13/20. I can finally heaved a sign of relief after the past 2 days. Luckily, it true that mdn mistook me as someone else cause i seriously know how to attempt the question. As for bilogy, i scored brilliant this time and i'm seriously contented with my result. =]

Now i have to prepare for tomorrow tedious day. Emath test on Probabilty question! i do not really undestand the chapter and i am really in deep trouble because i heard from Mr Chan. He say the paper is set by Mdn Fauzia and her paper was exceptionally tough. GoNa wishes me luck tomorrow.

Guess i better start working or rather re-understand the chapter now if not i would not have enough time left. I shall stop here.

Wishlist: Hope the test tmr would not be as tough as i expected it to be. Btw, Im glad to passed my Social studies! =]

Best wishes.

Thing getting better today.

At last things are getting better! As far as i'm concern, i managed to see some great improvement in my Emath and Chinese compared with my disastrous incident that happened yesterday! During Rev up, at least i found out that no bird "fortune" welcoming me. Hahas.

During Chinese lesson, Our teacher passed back our Chinese common test result and frankly speaking, i'm quite pleased with my result. i scored 45/60 for chinese. Although there some stupid mistake that i made, but i still managed to get an A which i long wished for.

Biology lesson was full with laughter and Jokes. Miss Goh asked us to help her marks our biology paper because she does not have enough time to do so. Guess wad.? i was being SABO by her because she ask me to marks irene paper and irene was supposed to mark mine. Then all the biology student started laughing. This make my very embarassed. After revealing all the answer, i realised i failed my bilogy test! Hias. Failed by 0.5marks. Now i seriously hope that tmr when Miss Goh pass back our common test result, i need to pass. if not..... my result will have another red underlining over my report slip. =[

Nothing much happened afterwards until Mr chan lesson. i gotten back my Emath result and i'm seriously pleased with my result. hope to maintain this standard for the rest of my test.

Immediately, after school, me,Darren, Siwei, Elton,junwei,Elton,daniel and Dickson wen to jp to eat pepper lunch. At 1st, we were jus trying whether lady luck is on our side as the student meal is already over because it end as 5 and we reaches Jp at 5.05pm. Guess wad? when we request whether there still student meal, the staff asked us how many of us are dining. When we tell them there 7 of us eating, they let us in and we started taking our ordered. hahas. i think the reason might be because there a lot of us eating so they let us in. =] After eating, we did some Amath works and i finishes my Definite Integral today ! Horray.

Dickson started showing off his magic trick at us and frankly speaking im amazed at it. i think im crapping too much lerh so i shall stop here.

Wishlist: hope tmr my SS and biology result would not failed. Pls!!!!!!!!

A dull And moody day

Today lesson was simply 1 word to describe. Dull! Early in the morning, i went to school and listen to our principal saying about things that we need to show compassion and respect to. Soon after the talk, our form teacher brief us on who u trusted most and like most. Why does today lesson focus so much of kinship , friendship? Although the lesson is interesting, i was make fun by "Secretary Cai" who say that the person i trusted most is none other than her... U noe who lah. I took it as a joke and we went for PE lesson. Our PE lesson today was so much different compare to the last few weeks we had done. we had to run 3 rounds around the "old Road Run Route". our aim was to end the race before Mr lim reaches us. i ran until im totally breathless adnd something really bad happened. I think im getting some fortune from the birds while running. BIRD DROPPING! Realized that today lesson was really going to be bad one. Went to wash up after pe lesson.

Our biology lesson was a bit relaxing today, we only draw the process of cell division. I think is partly because today is our Miss Goh's birthday. got incentive bah.? hahas.

Soon after recess, we get back our English common test result and our vocabulary result. i failed my common test and my mood went straight to the bottom. It seemed like i juz feel down from a very high place. the feeling was real bad. Things didnt change afterward. it got from bad to worse. My SS teacher tell me that i am 1 of the failure from our class. Our class actually onli had 2 failure and went she say im one of the failure. I totally do not believe wad im hearing and i started clarifying it after school. The answer is still a YES! oh man.. i totally had no mood to carry on with the rest of my lesson as the Social Studies test was very manageable to me.

on the very last lesson, we had chemistry and were supposed to do some basic pratical experiment. Our class finishes fast and she started showing us our Common test result. Although i scored the highest with the same marks as Aaron.. i wasnt happy at all because of the 2 bad incident happened today.

Hias i think i better stop thinking about it. wad is done is done. Going to stop here now .

Wishlist: Hope my SS test would not fail.

Today, i repost my blog and had make ammendment for it too. i do hope u all like it and pls do tag me often . Thx!